성문 종합 영어 and Medical physiologyTuesday, November 24, 20207:18 PM

성문 종합 영어 and Medical physiology

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

7:18 PM

I have started to study English grammar and Medical Physiology.

 

I should have studied 성문 종합 영어 before studying the texts designated when studying for 임용고시.

 

I should have analyzed the sentences rather than trying to familiarize 감 or try to memorize the feel of English structure and language.

 

I am looking at sentence structure chapter one and I now see that when you analyze the verb, you look at the elements the actual existing words within the sentence and not simply go with the translation and figure out the type of the verb.

The actual existing words in the sentences becomes the basis for the analysis of the structure, not the meaning and translation of it.

 

It is a discovery for me.

 

And another thing.

You don't memorize and fixate a feel of a phrasal idioms or phrasal verbs or grammatical sentence structures.

You memorize the words itself as to what is grammatical for those words.

Not fitting the words to the feel and fixating it or pertaining the words to the feel of that structure.

You simply memorize what type of structure a certain phrase belongs to or is.

 

That would have freed my thoughts a lot more.

 

 

I am also taking a risk.

I am studying Medical Physiology.

It is not a nursing textbook but I think it will help me understand diseases a lot better if I do.

I think I will be able to assess better too.

So I am giving it a go.

 

 

I will study nursing fundamentals with it.

And english grammar.

 

 

 

Analysis is so very important.

Sometimes if let's say you have to decipher whether a text is optimistic

And you can't decide.

The thing is to see if it is negative.

Use contrast.

It visualizes the text better.

 

I feel so stupid.

 

I also read little and little of different books such as Parron Vernon's American thoughts

The preface of 광기의역사 by Michel Foucault.

Vernon's first two pages made me think about how the living conditions shapes your thoughts and forms your mentality. It talked of two classes in the beginning of American history, the yeomanry and merchant gentry. I think yeomanry here are the farmers?

 

 

 

Mom made a suggestion yesterday.

She suggested that I ask God's will for me concerning marriage.

If it is His Will then let me marry and if it is not then let me not.

 

Today we peeled frozen tomatoes to make room in the freezers.

We boil them until they are reduced to a thick soup which occupies much less space.

 

Tomorrow we will open the second chambers in the chicken houses.

We were going to do it today but dad decided it was too cold.

 

I am liking 한지평  배우 in Start-Up, a drama.

Mom started watching a another Netflix drama A Strong Deliveryman or something and he comes out in it too.

 

Tomorrow Jess and Pierce is coming.

I think I will buy Jed's and Pierce's Christmas gifts with Jess while she is here.

 

 

Mom's birthday.

I will write in the card Jess brings.

She is so good at these sort of things.

 

 

 

 

Lord Jesus,

 

Do you think I am deceiving myself that I am bettering myself by doing these things?

 

Dad made another comment that confirmed my awareness of change in me.

That it is not simply my imagination.

 

But Lord, am I deceiving myself?

 

I pray in the name of Jesus, amen.

 

 

 

 

10:02pm

내가 쓴 글들을 다시 읽어본다.

내 스스로를 내 스스로의 경과를 분석하기 위해서이다.

 

정확하게 표현되지 않은 말들이 참 많다.

 

생각한 것은 바른데

표현이 미흡, 적합하지 않은 것들이 있고

 

생각 자체가 오류가 있는 것들이 있을 것이다.

 

혹은 그 둘이 다 해당될 수 있을 것이다.

 

 

11:10pm

 

Maybe a physical body's reactions and changes are as subtle and infinite as the mind's.

 

My personal changes.

What I couldn't see before,

The extended space in my present mind (due to some revelation or a new thought or realization) that wasn't there two days ago that gives me more room to process things more or differently.

 

I did aerobics with Basic Training outside today.