아버지의 조언: 생각Tuesday, November 17, 20207:54 PM

아버지의 조언: 생각

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

7:54 PM

  I had another episode yesterday.

But it was rather cut off.

Because I tried to thwart it.

 

I hadn't woken up early to pray lately.

And the devils were at me again.

 

During the family devotion time, I mentioned that I had another episode about being condemned and not being saved.

 

Dad said if you keep doubting and thinking about whether you get saved or not you are really  going to be not saved.

It is the most silliest thing to think about.

That is for people who have imminent death coming up to think about.

You should be hectic trying to think about how to get independent and survive in reality.

Most people are too busy with imminent real life matters to be fearing and worrying whether I will be saved or not.

 

Then he pondered.

Then he said I think you need to think.

Not just occurring thoughts but think.

Thinking requires effort  and thoughts are products of effort.

 

A lot of confusion and negative thoughts or destructive thoughts that you have come from not having thought about it, he said.

 

After his explanation I saw that the devils had me engrossed in my own thoughts and their guidance making me thoughtless and totally dependent on them.

I needed interactions and feedbacks from the real world to progress and live.

The devils took my thoughts.

 

I need to think.

Father gave me a lecture on thinking.