Devil attackWednesday, October 14, 20203:49 PM

Devil attack

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

3:49 PM

The devil attacked me again.

The day before last night.

 

It was Monday night.

I spent the whole night up.

 

The devil were telling me that I was condemned.

And I was feeling no faith in me at all.

I was a weed and not a grain.

 

The devil had me unable to sleep

And I felt like I was going to poop in my bed.

I used the bathroom.

 

I was tossing and turning and I didn't want mom to be distracted in the morning so I went down.

The devils occupied me.

I was breathing heavily and I was out of my mind.

And I couldn't help it.

 

I thought I was going to cause a total destruction at home.

Mom and dad would have no where to turn to because of that onenote I kept.

 

I kept seeking being out of cold and all that despite all that going on.

Half out of my mind.

 

I was staying up till mom and dad comes down.

 

I was afraid to lie down because I was afraid God would have me poop on the sofa.

 

 

Then towards the morning.

I thought what am I doing here.

Why am I waiting for mom and dad to come down

 

 

Then I disorganizedly got myself up and went up.

Then I fell asleep but I didn't poop.

 

GOD IS STILL MY GOD !!!