Frankly I was upset and disappointed and also frustrated....

I wanted to trust now I am learning not to.

 

yet leo says you got to keep on being loving.

 

 

I don't personally call myself a fool and never will.

I never was a fool.

but I certainly was too trusting.

 

 

I shall equip myself.

as necessary and as God and Leo leads me.

and as I feel I ought do.